Contemplations from the 6th
Lesson of the Shiva Sutras
Sutra 5: Udyamao Bhairavah
‘If you wish to experience fullness,
give yourself fully’.
The
Shiva Sutras are so magnificently direct, practical and down to earth. Shiva fully
understands the mechanism that underpins our egos and maintains our separate
sense of self. With each sutra he is playfully tugging on the pin of our
grenade, challenging our resistance to life and joyfully beckoning us into the
unbounded aliveness of egoless awareness.
When
do we feel most whole? When we are giving the whole of ourselves to whatever it
is we are doing.
When
do we feel most alive? When we are giving our life energy 100% to the task
before us.
When
do we feel most satisfied and content? When we have given everything we have to
give.
Now
on the flip-side;
When
do we feel most anxious and tense? When we are focused on the results of our
actions.
When
do we feel most dissipated and insecure? When we are trying to do two things at
once.
When
do we feel most confused about who we are? When we are trying to perform two
roles simultaneously.
Shiva
says, ‘Live a life without regret by giving yourself 100% to whatever you are
doing and you will unlock the wonder of life. Remember, your joy is not bound
in the outcome of your actions, your joy is inherent in the action itself!’
Shiva
is not saying that we have to try and do everything, only, that whatever we do
chose to do we should do it with the whole of ourselves.
Too
often we are waiting for life to make the first step, yet it is really for us
to make that step. Life simply waits for us to engage and then it activates in
accordance with our intent. Our intent, with the help of these sutras, is to
come into the same frequency of engagement as life itself and life is not
living half-heartedly or lukewarmly. Neither is life living with a tense effort
to succeed. Life is not worrying about itself or making a cost-benefit analysis
before making every small decision. In short, life is in no way inhibiting
itself, that is something we do within ourselves.
So
now for practical application of this sutra in our everyday life;
We
all have multi-dimensional lives with numerous roles, duties and
responsibilities to perform. In my case I perform the role of student, yoga teacher,
director, administrator, husband, father, son and householder, to name but a
few. Now the key is that whenever I am teaching, I am 100% a teacher, Udyamao Bhairavah!
When I am a husband, I am 100% a husband, Udyamao Bhairavah! When I am a father
to the children, I am 100% a father, Udyamao Bhairavah! You get the point of
course. The trouble comes when I am trying to do two at the same time. When I
want to answer emails when actually it is time for me to be doing homework with
the girls. When I am having dinner with my wife but mentally preparing a satsang
for tonight’s yoga class and so on.
Our
work is to heal this split in our lives. To make sure we are not doing
something whilst dragging our feet and making deep sighs of discontent. And if
we can’t bring our full energy to something or someone to be honest about it and
say, ‘I need to complete this and as soon as I am done, I will be all yours’. Our
noble challenge is to learn to give everything to what we are doing and then,
once it’s done, to drop it and move on.
Some
things of course are easier to choose than others and so therefor easier to
bring all our energy to. Yet the truth remains that whatever we have chosen to
do we have a responsibility towards and whatever it is, big or small, it is a
doorway to Bhairavah, a doorway to the infinite.
With
Udyamao Bhairavah, everything is possible.
I really needed this! Om Namaste
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